Trying For A Baby
Patrick and I have been trying for a baby for around 4 months. Yay!!! To say that I am ecstatic is an understatement. I can't believe that, after 8 years of marriage, there's a chance that he and I could be parents. At first, he kept saying that he wasn't ready and everything. He wasn't 100% on board at first, but he is now. (I put it to being scared...it's new!!!) I can't wait to see what happens. Sometimes it takes one shot. Sometimes it takes several tries. I'm not all that worried right now. We are just taking it slowly and seeing where it takes us. It's weird. This whole trying for a baby thing. At one point, I was SO gung ho about NOT wanting a baby. So, why now? Well, I've been feeling this really strong tug to become a mother. I had mentioned it (sober...ill explain in a moment) off and on for several months to no avail. He just pushed it to the side and put it off to seeing people having babies left and right. Finally, one evening,