My Trip of a Lifetime

Even though I have had issues in the past with trying to decide if I was going to stay in my relationship or no, they were just that, issues. I have worked through them.....and decided to stay. I'm actually very happy now. Espically after I have gotten over myself. Sometimes, you have to take the time and just get over yourself in order to be completly happy with yourself and your life. If after trying to take that time to get over yourself and you are still unhappy, then get out of that relationship. It's onviously not you, but the relationship that you have with that person or persons. So, break away...FAR away...from said person or said persons. You'll be happier then.

My momma got me a kindle fire!!! Yay!!! I LOVE my mama for getting me it.  Thanks!!!!

I'm getting engagement pics done on the 24!!! Woo Hoo!!!! So excited!!! I'll post pics on here once we get the CD back. Pics to come asap!!!!!!!

I wanted to update yall on my wedding adventure. I found my dress. My mom and I picked it up not too long ago. It's at my grandma's house right now because she has the closet that it can be hung in...it's a tall closet mind you, so the rods are high up. I bought it at David's Bridal....and I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Got it on day 1. My goal was 1 day of dress shopping and that's all. I completed my goal that day. Yay me!!!

I got my wedding dress!!!! We've picked it up and everything. I bought it at David's Bridal. The link for it is: http://www.davidsbridal.com/Product_Chiffon-soft-A-line-with-Beaded-Lace-on-Empire-9V9743 Just thought that I would share what it looks like with all of you!!!

So, I have court for a ticket that I got tomorrow. I am icredibly stressed about it. So, I have been doing EVERYTHING  I can to take my mind off of it. I've eaten, but that didn't really work. I've tried watching one of my fave shows, Fact or Faked, but that hasn't really worked either. The shower that I took earlier has seemed to work the best, along with listening to some music. I'm not as stressed, but it's still there. As crazy as it sounds, hot showers seem to relax me and help me to stop stressing/panicking about things. I just wish that my fiance was at home right now to help calm me down even more. I wish that he didn't have to work a double today, but he's in the bar area so hopefully he'll get to come home early...9ish maybe. Knowing that makes me happy, but doesn't help me that much. I just want to be in his arms again. .:Breath in...breath out:. .:It'll all be ok in the end:.