My Trip of a Lifetime

Well when I do have pms, I'm angry and sad and depressed. Not sure why. I hate the feeling. 

So, there is probable cause that my husband and I may be moving to the Huntsville/Madison area of Alabama. Why?? Because he may be getting a promotion. May is the key word here. I am scared half to death to move so freaking far away from my side of the family. My grandmother is in her late 80s, my mom has breast cancer, and my sister has had seziures in the past (seziure free for 4 maybe 5 years). If something were to go wrong with them, then I don't really know what to do. I mean, my mother in law has been in the hospital due to some medical issues she has. I understand being scared because of my husband. He was scared when his mom had surgery and everything. But still. I'm not sure what my moving would do to my grandmother. She's 88. She's lost a substantial amount of weight. She's on like 2-3 blood pressure medicine's. She's truly sickly. Not to mention that she is legally blind and can no longer drive anymore. I think it'll be hardest on her....

Today is a good day. Today I feel blessed...beyond blessed actually. I have a friend who's house burnt down a few nights ago. It's basically destroyed. I have friends who are going through divorces. My husband says he will never leave me and I believe him. (I have had trust issues with guys in the past.) I've watched people go through all sorts of stuff. I'm not saying that it won't happen to me. Anything can happen to anyone at anytime. I feel lucky. I feel beyond blessed. I shouldn't complain about my life. How I had second thoughts about stuff...which should have never come up. I have an amazing family and I have amazing in laws. Everyone's lives suck from time to time. That's inevitable. It's how you DEAL with it that makes all the difference.

My husband and I have a new puppy. His name is Jagger. He is a Pit Bull MIX. Mix is the key word. We know that he has pit bull in him for sure, but we don't know what other breed is in him. We both wanna find out what is all in him. He is 6 months old now. The sweetest thing EVER. All he wants to do is love you to death. We get "attacked'' in nothing but puppy kisses. He loves to snuggle. He snores when he is most comfortable. hehehe!!!!! He is the prettiest shade of gray and white. Oh how I love Jagger dog.

I say my husband is in charge of the money because I trust him enough to say hey that's not in the budget n

I just found out that I didn't (or wouldn't) talk until I was around 30 months old. IF you are trying to do the math, that's almost three years old. So yeah. No wonder I still don't talk a lot. My mom and husband have always tried to get me to tell them what I am thinking. I can "talk" on here all day and all night, no worries. lol!!! I'm a better listener than I am a talker. Always been that way. I like lending a helpful ear or shoulder or hand than anything in this whole wide world. I do kinda wish that I had known this a long time ago. I think mama said it's called delayed speech or something.....oh well. Just kinda interesting that I had this.

To keep my big fat mouth shut!!!!! Why can't I learn that one simple thing??! I HAVE TO DO IT STARTING TODAY!!!