My Trip of a Lifetime

I'm very thankful this holiday season. I'm thankful for my friends, my family, my future family, my coworkers, my fiance whom I love, and most importantly my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ whom I love more than anything in this world.  I may not always say that I am thankful for these people, but I really am. I may get aggravated by all of those people, but I am still very thankful for each and every one of them without a doubt. I don't think that I could live without them. Actually, being completely honest, I know that I can't live without them all in my life.  Thank you Lord, for everything. Thank you for all of the storms that you gave me to make me a stronger person. Thank you for the 4 men that led me to the man I am now engaged to and for allowing those 4 men to show me that I deserved to be treated with the utmost respect from men here on Earth. Thank you for every single one of my friends and co workers and family and future family. And thank you Lord for my

I'm curious..... How do people know that they are no longer in love with someone or if they are in a rut of sorts?  I can't decide if I have fallen out of love with my fiance or if we are just in a rut. I'm hoping for rut because we do the same thing all the time....sit at home and watch tv. I do enjoy it, but it gets old. We don't live together yet (we will be at the start of 2012). But when we are together, it's always the same thing...day in and day out.  It's irritating to me!!! I don't  know what to do. Can someone PLEASE help me figure this out??!